^|biig bigg world|^ ;;fay n kwan;; ferrever..

im back.. 4 now lahs. --.--||

2005-02-20T06:20:00.000-08:00

okies. i changed another blogskin le. all by muaself. boi, ain't i proud of it? lols.. hahas.. im back 2 bloggin. gee, ain't dat lame?

im currently damn pissed at mua mother, father n brothers. i dun understand wad da hell dey dun get abt combin mua hair after bathin b4 i do anythin else? 2 hell wif em. juz fuck off. im oredi in a bad mood as it is oredi. na bei. dun lemme catch anyone again. makin mie angri. wth? okies. im crappin.

i juz hate certain tings as it is now. sum ppl, practically writing everythin in their blogs. not pointin fingers. lettin everyone else noe wad's goin on. n sum hu write tings abt others which looks sho pathetic. pls get lost okies? i dun nid 2 read these type of blogs. eeks..

aniwae, congratulations 2 junyi n fitrina. dey r now goin steady. hope dey will find their lil world of happiness.. all e best 2 bear n fish. [our sch shall ban bears n fishes 4 e tym bein.. wahahahahas.. ]

heys, looks lyk almost everyone ish baskin in happiness. =P

i dun understand muaself. i get angri over tings easily. small tings. n i make muaself unhappi. i muz master e skill of heck caring ppl.. honestly, i muz! n control mua temper. i shall improve muaself.. i'll try. i haf 2 master damn loads of skills..

okies, one mor impt news 2 make.. lols.. wen i go 2 co, i oways seem 2 b in a bad mood. dat's bcuz i will contract a strange disease wen i go 4 co practices.. dat type of disease has no name yet, n it ish silent bud deadly.. i dun lyk 2 smile n am oways gonna b in a poorly bad mood lahs.. sho dun cum infuriate mie.. n i noe dere r many caring ppl in co.. no nid 2 ask mie y i seem gloomy. i dunno how 2 ans u. bud thx 4 caring. i appreciate it. dere r sum tings betta left unsaid. i feel betta dat way. sho i'll bcum crazy anytym lahs. dun worri. no medicine can cure mie bud i wont die either. =PpPp hais.

hope dat cckssco can maintain a silver in tis yr's syf. im praying hard dat everyone can make it, of cuz, includin mie.. hehes..

tings haf changed sho much after cumin 2 sec 3. i dunno y. n i dowan 2 noe y.

[ :: if sumone tinks im deadly n cannort b trusted, den im deadly n cannort b trusted. plus im evil, oways backstabbin ppl. let dose ppl tink dat way..

if sumone tinks im nice n frenly, can b trusted n am caring.. den im nice n frenly, can b trusted and am caring.. ::]

tis ish trying 2 sae believe in ur own judgement of ppl. bud it's oso true dat we shudn't judge ppl. juz tink wad u tink lors. dun b influenced by other unless it's correct.

cyas aroun.. =PpPp

-=LPd 4eva=-
xiao jo
meiyu
vincent
randy
qiu liang
ying jie
kok wei
leslie
qiu ming
yu ann
jinghan
dat yong
n mie!!

ps: sorri if left out any names. =)

frens ferreva. =P =D

back to bloggin.. 4 now.. =)

2005-01-23T05:31:00.000-08:00

harlow.. wah.. i missed all mua blog readers.. lols.. shuyi n xuan ning no cum tag le.. other ppl oso.. sad sia.. where's denise? hmph. thot u lurved mua skin? sobs sobs. dowan mie le? i destroy ur yang qin den u noe. lols. no lahs, jokin onli..

n as all of u can c, i've been successfully promoted to sec 3 express (lyk wow), n now loads of hw cums crushing down.. thou im much luckier dan dose in pure sciences / double math classes.. hahas. =P hmmm.. sho far sho gd lors.. cny ish cuming le.. sho im happily waiting 4 it.. bleahs.. =x n mua audition ish next week if everythin goes alrite.. wish mie gd luck.. *faints*

mr james koh has been absent 4 e last whole week.. n we missed all geog lessons.. we're slow n far bhind.. crawling crawling.. hais.. we haven even learn IPO.. die lors. summore.. e whole of next week.. ish all tests tests n tests.. sians.. mon- day off.. tues- chi spelling.. wed- physics test.. thurs- history test.. n mayb geog test oso.. depends on mr koh lors. he nv sae wad.. lols. n haven teach yet.. fri- chi spellin again.. u c.. argh!! sho much hw..

unluckily, i dun lyk sum of e guys in mua class.. sho it's not gonna b nice fightin all dae. we'll c how it goes. hahas.. nth can happen n will happen 2 mie. cuz im nort scared of em. wad's dere 2 b scared? or even worried. hahas.. =PpPp

any kind soul drop mie a testimonial? hahas. thx.. i've been 2 lazy 2 write 4 ppl.. bud if u write 4 mie, i'll write 4 u. dun worri. lols.. aniwae, life's kinda weird n nort goin well.. n i oso lazy 2 change mua blog template, will do sho wen im free. dere's juz 2 many tings i wanna do.. hais hais.. strange strange.. ish dere gonna b a blessing in disguise? -.- sumtyms, bein nice 2 certain ppl will onli let em wanna harm u more.. aniwae, mie n leslie r counting on sweets 2 survive in class. aniwae, wad else can u expect frm a humans class? diff 2 stay awake.. sweets r juz lyk drugs we're addicted 2.. shud try diff types n diff flavours everydae. lols.. ying jie ish still on mc.. one more week 2 go. tootpid chicken pox. aniwae, i havent gort it either.. oops.. hahas. pray hard pray hard.. hehe..

basically, life's juz boring wif onli hw.. thx 4 e tv, n e com, n mua hp.. blahs blahs.. n mua beloved da ruan.. hahas.. shall work doubly hard in studies. if i haf e determination. i guess, wadeva i do, i nv put in 100%.. i juz wonder wher e rest of e percentage goes.. into mid-air? pe sux.. saw dat? PE sux.. lols.. cny cny cny cny.. kuai dian lai.. ang pao cum.. hahas.. =P

gtg liaos lahs.. help mie tag lotsa can? thx wors.. =PpPp

.:: wad's left of e past r onli memories, it's up 2 mie 2 decide if i wanna put it behind mie.. cuz.. it's e present we shud cherish.. isn't it? ::. [[we can never enjoy e best of both worlds.. once chances r gone, dey'll nv b back again..]]

.FaY. n .kWan. 4eva..

`raymond lam__
`tavia yeung__
`charmaine sheh__
`kevin cheng__

happi new year!

2005-01-01T08:13:00.000-08:00

lols. happi new year.. sch is gonna reopen in a day.. sho sad. sae bye 2 e hols n hi 2 e hard work ahead..

hmmms. dey're cuming 2 s'pore le.. sobs sobs. cant go 2 e airport nehs. hais.

goin shoppin wif fifi tml. mayb lahs.. we're gonna get sum stationery bahs.. 4 2oo5 lors. --.--

wad shud i get?? hais. muz start saving le.. gonna buy a betta present tis year 4 xiao jo.. lols.

yeps.. get my e-math textbook frm popular.. if dey haf stock lahs.. n i dun even noe hu's e author. bud i noe how it looks lyk.. lols..

sho many questions running thru mua mind.. im feelin damn unwell.. hais..

gtg le. nth 2 blog le. n itz late.. enjoy sundae.. e last dae of e hols..

oh.. n one last ting.. im officially sec 3 le. lols. =P

takkaire peeps.. =D

confused confusion......

2004-12-27T06:45:00.000-08:00

sians. hmmm.. ytd went 2 SCH 4 a concert.. not bad lahs. actualli ish of high standard.. veri experienced n skilled players..

after dat went tiong bahru plaza 4 dinner wif sook ee, zhien yi n ee hwa.. we ate kfc. lols. wow.. yummy yummy.. keke.. =x

wad 2 do??? haf i made a wrong choice? shud i continue trustin em? shud i warn him? shud i? shud i?

i guess.. out dere. dose ppl r not worth 2 b trusted by mie. certain ppl.

tings juz kip changin. hu noes wad'll happen e next min? i shud judge my own opinions. it`z such a scary world out dere..

u saw e news? how sad it was. 4 dose victim's families 2 accept a loved one dead? look. natural disaster. it cud haf hit s'pore 2. it was juz sho.. close.

many ppl take tings 4 granted. lyk mie. wen u turn back 2 take a look, u'll realise u wished u had done dat, or had not done dat.

it nv feels gd 2 suspect ur own frens. whether dey're backstabbing u.. or not.. n dat bitch.. one of mua 'close' pri sch fren.. [dat was in e past] she backstabbed ppl.

it's betta 2 feel nth.. correct?

christmas.. on 24th, christmas eve. mua uncle's family came frm malaysia 2 stay over at our hse. den my dad's fren oso came 4 a vacation. dey went back 2dae.. aaron ish juz sho cute.. n shy 2. lols. omg. boi boi!! hahas. mie goin gaga over cute lil hunks. argh!! miss his cheeks.. lols. guess wad i did? lols.

sho many tings 2 worri abt.. lols. wher did mua heck-care personality go? hmmm. mayb e sch ish e place wher i can find muaself... once more. im growin fat. buy mie sum sliming pills will u? save ones okies? i dowan end up lyk andrea d'cruz.. lols..

countdown 2 sch reopen. 6 more days 2 sch reopen n seeing e new sec ones. 'cute lil ones' yucks. lols.

mua evil identity. ish gonna cum out wen i lose all mua tolerance..

gtg liaos.. wah.. 2/5 movie rawkx x! interesting movie.. lols.

lurve all of you.. enjoy e remaining hols! takkaire..

cheerios! ^^

ruan rawkx x! =P

merry x'mas!

2004-12-24T07:53:00.000-08:00

hihi.. merry x'mas everyone! n happi bdae 2 lay jun.. hehe.. itz 25th of dec..

hahas. wher r all my christmas prezzies?

lols. dun ask mie wher's urs.. i gave u all mua blessings. bleahs.. =x

hais.. wah. les dey all slumber. sho gd hors?

i gave stef, fifi n meiyu their presents le. de rest stil wif mie.. hu wans? put up ur hands! lols. =x

speakin abt dat bitch. alort of ppl oso hate her. hahas. she`z 2 detestable lahs. obviously..

sun gort co concert wors. yays! i missed goin 2 one.. finally.. hahas.

n mua audition ish one month away.

hais.. u tink i can do it? hais hais..

hmmm. muz enjoy these last few days of e hols le.. cuz u wont find a long holidae lyk tis animore.. wif no hw. next yr im gonna die le.. wish mie gd luck. lols.. a math stil no buy. tootpid bookshop no stock. sianz. --.--

hais. gtg le bahs.. tag mua board okies? thx..

=D takkaire n enjoy!

fed up!

2004-12-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

liews. freakin...

she rilly freaks dat much.

B.I.T.C.H.. tis title ish meant 4 her. rilly. no one can prove she's more bitchier dan her.

+yhs agian sagn iis nxup+

hais.. world peace ish hard 2 achieve. even frens haf conflicts. how 2 achieve world peace?

im de middlewoman. lol. bleahs. =x

fed up wif dat farkin bitch. u noe? shez sho irritating. she tinks wadeva she says ish correct. everyone muz listen 2 her? act big? pls lors. kip on snatchin credits. act as if shez e leader. act act act. argh!!!

definetely not in a gd mood 2dae. aniwae, if anyone noticed, mua blog has diff tings added 2 it lerrs. lol. credits 2 joel lim. lol. thanks. =)

back 2 dat bitch. i dowan 2 c her acting anymore. she cannort b real. shez not dat great okie? mind u.

argh!!!

taufik...

mrs taufik n her 2 daughters miss u.

don patch wif ur ex lehs. ur married.

belinda batisah. niang taupok . txt.

lyn batisah. niang tausuan. lsl.

dey're mua beloved daughters.

plus..

im e leader of PAP-mrs taufik batisah group.

group members include..
`x belinda batisah, mua eldest daughter
`x lyn batisah, mua second daughter
`x grace soh, mua sista
`x low wei hsin, mua secretary
`x goh chong ying, mua librarian
`x evelyn foo, e nu bi. lol.

normal members +
____ melanie huang *]
____ ong ee ling *]
____ ng chunyu *]

cant tink of a title 4 em. sho dey're normal members.

lol. lame ehs.

but definetely betta den sengkang's toilet business. [dey don haf a name sho i cal em dat] bleahs. =x

enuff of dat bitch. get her outta mua sight.

yays! i'll get rid of her one dae! support mie.!

anyone, pls drop mie a testy okie? thx. i'l drop back one in return. lol. =P

wah. e themesong of The Last Breakthrough rawkx. =)

gtg le. tag 4 mie 2 kkies? =D

smilez.. (=^O^=)

+[[_____`.FaY. n .kWan.__`]]+

aRmeD reAcTioN I,II,III n IV rawkx! n lotz more 2.. ___`tVb rAwkX!___ =)

^Bìg bïG wÕrLd^ *d¡F ¡V r0×* «1999`2004`» t§ü¡ Fa¥. åH kWåñ. çH¡ såÑ. tØñG sÜm. ãH maÑ. çH¡ñ çH¡ñ.

x` ____ + louis koo.
x` ____ + sunny chan.
x` ____ + raymond lam.
x` ____ + bosco wong.
x` ____ + ron ng.
x` ____ + kenneth ma.
x` ____ + benny chan.
x` ____ + bobby au yeung.
x` ____ + roger kwok.
x` ____ + steven ma.
x` ____ + wong hei.

[ * ____ jess hsuan;;
[ * ____ lee san san;;
[ * ____ michelle yip;;
[ * ____ leila tong;;
[ * ____ tavia yeung;;
[ * ____ kenix kwok;;
[ * ____ shirley yeung;;
[ * ____ myolie wu;;
[ * ____ nancy wu;;
[ * ____ charmaine sheh;;
[ * ____ sonija kwok;;
[ * ____ ada choi;;
[ * ____ flora chan;;
[ * ____ sheren tang;;

wad ish true lurve?

fifi ish back le wors... =P

2004-12-13T07:44:00.000-08:00

heys.. fitrina ish back le!!! lol. went out wif her 2dae.. n xiao jo, randy, qiu liang, meiyu.. les cum join us after ncc.. he nv gel his hair. lol. =x but i thot it looked nicer.

hahas. went shoppin lahs. morning buy sch books. over 130+ lehs. books cost mua life. lol. =x

after dat go meiyu hse. oops. play *******.. hahas. don tel u wad lai de. =x

den makan le go bp. dey play bowl while mie n fifi go shop shop. wasted bucks. bought christmas prezzies. yays! lol. bought fifi an 8-days. gave meiyu a 'keychain'. can c she liked it veri much wors. proves dat my taste not bad. bleahs. =x

fifi bought souvenirs 4 all LDDz de members. wah. sho touchin. jovan jealous lehs. lol. no lahs.

will b back tml 2 continue.. meanwhile, stay happi.. =D

rainbowz`

2004-12-12T03:00:00.000-08:00

phew.. finally finished construction of mua blog.. *thank god* lol. hmmm. gonna buy books tml le.. finally. hahas.

fitrina ish back everyone! hahas. LDDz veri lucky de lors. fifi oways gort souvenirs 2 gif us de.. hehe.. now dat she's back.. hahas. all e fun cums in.

wah. tengzhe now zhong se qing you.. gort stead liaos don care frens le.. lol. no lahs. =x expected de rites?

sians lors. gort sho much 2 do. buy tis, buy dat.. practice my instruments. no peace! cuz i 2 stupid le.. don understand e notes.. --.--

2 randy, happi bdae! =P

taufik rawkx.. hehe.. happi belated birthday 2 taufik, leila tong, raymond lam n mindy.. sorri ar.. mie 4gort abt ur birthdays. (xcept taufik)

hahas.. (im watchin star awards while typin) lol..

here's e list of e top 10 most popular male artistes:
+. xie shao guang
+. dasmond koh [xu zhen rong]
+. edmund chen [chen zhi cai]
+. vincent ng [weng qing hai]
+. moses lim [lin yi ming]
+. terence cao [cao guo hui]
+. tay ping hui
+. qi yu wu
+. christopher lee [li ming shun]
+. mark lee [li guo huang]

here's e list of e top 10 most popular female artistes:
x` huang bi ren
x` joanne peh [bai wei xiu]
x` jeanette aw [ou xuan]
x` phyllis quek [guo fei li]
x` vivian lai [lai yi ling]
x` sharon au [ou qing xian]
x` chen li ping
x` xiang yun
x` jacelyn tay [zheng xiu zhen]
x` fann wong [fan wen fang]

wah. ivy lee [li jing mei] nv get e top 10 award lehs. but she gort favourite female lead award lahs.. hahas..

hmmm. tis yr gort 3 pregnant woman. ivy lee, zoe tay n pan shu qing.. dunno her eng name. hehe. paiseh..

shud i watch shutter? hmmm. itz abt e $$ problems. lol. =x

okie lahs. nth 2 sae.. lol.

Bro's & Sis's Forever
-=Randy=-
-=Ruiping=-
-=Jovan=-
-=Leslie=-

_______ x. [[` twins of dragon;; kau chung;; tsui chi ling;; .. . ` x._____*]`]

whenever u call........

2004-12-06T07:56:00.000-08:00

heys.. suddenly feel veri sad..

oso dunno why..

ever heard of de song 'whenever u call'?

i tink itz a veri nice song..

hais..

excuses..

can dey b 4given??

i rilly dunno..

[x` whenever u call `x]

mY wAnTz!~ =uNdoNe!.. hahas..

2004-11-27T02:48:00.000-08:00

2dae,i.......

`watched [[the incredibles]]
`bought a pair of new sch shoes cuz e old ones rotted
`considered abt changing my blogskin
`planned 2 buy sch books but sch was closed -.-
`saw my old primary sch fren
`was in a bad mood

lol. y m i doin tis? dunno.

feel lyk lashin at certain ppl.!

i hate copycats.. rilly!

bitches sux. cuz my fren sho much hurt.[dat certain third party ish da bitch. nt referrin 2 anione in particular.]

hope 2 change mua mind abt sum ppl but wonder if itz worth it.

a leopard wud nv change itz spots.

i feel dat i've accomplised nth.

cuz i haven cleared my books. sec 2 de.

sho i guess i cant c dat i haf a table. [extract frm wye huong's blog. lol. interesting.]

itz prom nite 4 e sec 4s. wahahaha. chio bus n shuai ges.

wanted 2 cal sumone last nite but didn.

wonder if i shud sae certain tings.

wonder y life ish sho unfair.

taufik rawks. i rilly hope he wins!

as 4 sylvester, i dun hate him.. rilly!

but i juz get worried abt taufik.

betta clear up my table.

n go rob e bank. lol. hu wans 2 help?

=x

haven watched any concerts tis month. i hope 2 next month!

earn money!!

haven take neoprints wif:
+ ying jie
+ fitrina *
+ vivian & yong ren *
+ aisyah, anisa n shahirah
+ kaiyi n joanna
+ jovan n shuib
+ wei hsin n xiao eve
+ fadil! hafiz, amin, farhan n nizam.. lol

i juz found out.. empress dowagers r all evil. omg.

sho. where m i goin 2 get dat $$?

i haven watched
+ shark tale
+ shutter

haven bought
+ a new hp
+ new notebooks
+ new pencil case
+ dif iv de cds.. e whole series!! it cost more dan $100 lehs.

hahas. but new hp ish a faraway dream. hais.

do e readers seriously tink i shud write everythin down? i mean.. u dun nid 2 noe all tis. itz lyk, u're readin craps.. sorri wors..

i'm laming. i noe. craps. mao dun..

[true feelings] =(

??!!

2004-11-26T07:55:00.000-08:00

heys guys.. i'm tinkin of not touchin mua blog ever le.. unless i gort sumting 2 convey 2 certain ppl.. veri sianz. nth 2 sae here.. [[______``paradigm shift_`]] hehe...

aniwae.. no one reads it rite? hahas.. itz okie. itz certainly nt interesting. dat's y i wanna stop bloggin..

*shifting*

*disgusted*

*dead*

lemme 'classify' common human emotions..
`irritated = disgusted
`frustrated = pissed off
`happy = no stress
`enjoy = pleasure
`sad = tears
`love = trouble
`hate = gossip
`jealousy = hatred
`heartbreak = secret
`confused = endless tokin [on da fone..] =P
`suspicious = uncertainty
`betrayed = fan lian [fall out]
`outcast = losin ur ego
_______________________________________________

+ conclusion +

[human emotions r stupid n misleading]

hahas.

*i'm lifeless`

*soul-less`

good ppl______

bad ppl______

haf different endings

everyone's nature ish kind. be kinder...!!

^bein shouted at^ i'm deaf!

alien language ish wad i'm tokin.

thank u 4 all da valuable lessons...

.:dun ever judge a book by itz cover:.

i'M baCk eVeRyoNe!~

2004-11-21T07:52:00.000-08:00

hahas.. heys.. im back.. missed mie? gort a new blogskin le. nice mahs? lol.. credits 2 melanie huang.. cuz she helped mie repair it.. thankz loads wors.. hehe..

hmmm.. hols r seriously damn bored.. havin 2 find out tings dat i din wan 2 noe was worse.. perhaps ppl r juz damn bored.. gave mie e chance 2 tink dat way.. hols r dangerous. dere's a molester in cck.. luckily i dun live dere.. but on norm sch times, i spend more dan half a dae dere wors.. dangerous! beware! cautious! lol.. shang ying's gonna b da first.. lol.. kiddin yahs? she expected it.. =x

omg. e results 4 tvb's 38th anniversary ish out. visitin forums nowadays ish at ur own risk. ppl r damn insultive.. abt hu dey dun lyk of cuz.. n it's lyk.. u wouldn't wanna read anymore.. human emotions r inclined 2 faults. it's unfair. i oso thot sheren shud get e female lead award even thou i din watch WAB.. mayb tvb's biased lyk wad sum ppl sae..

enuff of dat.. i muz go change my frenster profile tml if not i may grow 2 regret it.. words muz b used wisely in order nt 2 gif certain ppl wrong ideas of wad i typed. ehs.. tml i wanna go library. hu wanna cum? sms mie ar.. hahas.. muz return books liaos.. lata overdue den die. e library's a money sucker place.. hahas.

nth else 2 sae le.. beWaRe!~

hahas. =D

[[________``.FaY. n .kWan. 4eVa___`]]

(wow.. i sure muz haf missed typin dat.. hahas..) =PpPp

mUa P-O-V aBt LiFe..

2004-11-10T23:32:00.000-08:00

mUa P-O-V aBt liFe..

.2 mie.my life ish a dream.till e dae i die.den will i wake up.wen i wake up frm my dream 4 da last few moments.whether it's gonna b a nightmare or a switz dream.it all depends on how e ppl in my life has changed my life.whether we share good or bad moments.ish how dey colour my life.i tink dat nth much can bother mie 4 a veri long tym.i sumtyms wonder if i haf feelings at all.hahas.but not alort of ppl noe dat i tink in tis way.mayb none noes.hahas.

hols r real damn bored. lazing aroun everyday. nth 2 do. updated my profile on fwenster. but ran out of space. sianz. nvm. i'll get it done tml. den oso wrote sum testimonials 4 ppl. lol. ppl haven been updatin much lately. lol. 2 sianz lerrs bahs. i cant get out of da sickening house either. everydae get nagged. dat's lyk wow. [lyk damn real] hais. nvm.

tis sun ish my grandpa's bdae. my mum asked mie if i wanted 2 go back 2 malaysia n celebrate. but i din wanna. dere's goin 2 b an orchestra performance tis sun. n i bought tickets 4 dunman high's concert. worth $10 nehs. at victoria concert hall. u tink i wud wanna go back 2 malaysia? no way manx. okie. i'm not filial 2 him. we dun c each other often okie? thou i din sae i hate him lahs. but. well.. nvm. i'll c how it goes. lata mela sae i ps her. she's gonna b alone if i don go. i wanna go lehs. haiyo.

sianz lors. hangin out at cartoon network 2 play kiddo games. but dey're fun nahs. get it? hahas. cum back lata 2 continue. haf 2 shut off e com 4 a while.

bRb. hahas. =D

sePeRaTioN fRm 2/5 meMbeRs... haiS.

2004-10-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

2dae is e last dae wif all 2/5 members. after getting our report books, i hugged almost everyone in e class. meiyu, stef, mela n fifi were crying. shang ying n mie onli gort tears. ying jie nv cry. i guess she was e same as mie. once i reached home n thot abt seperating, i juz had an urge 2 cry. i'll rilly miss everyone, n i felt dat dere are sho many words not said, n sho many tings not done yet.

wen i was stil in sch, i didn't go n tink abt our seperation. wen i rilly sat down n thot carefully, it's juz sho saddening. all da past 2 yrs has bcum history n memories 2 b kept. dere'll b no more memories 2gether wif everyone. meiyu hugged mie n cried. it's sho emotional. i juz tried not 2 cry. but at home e tears juz spilled out. hais. my parents thot i was upset over results. but wadeva grade i get, i deserve n earned it myself. wad's dere 2 b sad? i'm sad abt not bein able 2 b in e same class wif e whole of 2/5..

i gort into 3/7, wif da combination D. which ish oso combined science, history, combined humanities n da rest of e core subjects. no A math. i juz wanna b wif 2/5. bein in a new environment may not sound lyk a good ting anymore. but at least competiton will b lesser. we're most probably gonna die in sec 3. die of studyin. 'die'

i'll miss everyone. here's sumting 4 2/5..

ths everyone.. 4 bein dere n bein united as a class. conflicts do occur, but we're nevertheless stil frens. as e saying goes, all da good tings in e world muz cum 2 an end. i guess our sec 2/5 journey has ended, but definetely not our frenship journey. it will b everlastin. i wish everyone good luck in ur future endeavours; persevere in wadeva ur do.. kies? wenever u nid a shoulder, i'll b dere 4 ya. kiP in touch oways. e good memories n frens oways last. fReNz 4 eTeRniTy. =D

2 LDDz: ths 4 bein dere 4 mie at tyms. ths 4 sharing everythin. ths 4 all da good n beautiful memories. ths 4 ur lurve, care n concern. frenz 4eva n kip in contact no matter wad happens. b dere 4 ur oways if ur nid any help. wherever u go, my soul will oways b wif all of u.. (=^o^=)

hope dat we will organise more outings durin e hols n get 2gether b4 next yr cuz we'll most probably b dying in e clutch of studying. lol.. hehe. n oya.. sec 4s seniors n frens, gd luck 4 ur o levels next yr.. ->",<-

[[__________.e.S.p.L.a.N.a.D.e._``]]

.FaY. n .kWan. 4eVa!~ keKe..

<+ _mUsiC rAwKx!~_ +>

huMaNs!

2004-10-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

aiYo.. huMaNs. iF we weRe deVoiD oF feeLiNgs.. hais..

iNteRnaL coNfLicTs.. iF we weRe 2 sAe oUt ouR inner-most feelings, will den ppl stop 2 tink. true? i dunno..

2 mie, i tink e prob ish dat we cant accept everyone in e grp totally. we're not able 2 gif our everythin 2 all our frens in e grp. not everyone. dey choose 2 onli tel sum ppl abt sum tings. i dont disagree.. cuz in such a huge grp, tings cannot b determined easily. but if we were 2 go out, dont u tink it's betta 2 go out as one?

look, i'm not tryin 2 pin-point anythin; neither anyone. i'm juz expressing my feelings, juz lyk wad fifi ish doin. at least we're clear abt how we feel abt each other. it's lyk, 3 more daes left. either we spend it happily or unhappily. i don tink we'll get in e same class.. all 7 of us. impossible. but i hope everyone will cherish all dA members in LDDz.. everyone shud try 2 stand in other's shoes. at least, other dan sy, i can sae dat i nv spoke bad abt others in LDDz lerrs. wad we lack ish trust, n e tym factor.

fifi, believe mie. sumone out dere does care 4 u. u're not e onli one alone. don feel negative oways u noe? thou ur hunch almoz oways rite de larhs.. hahas.. hais. now hu ish dat //xiandanchaoren? givin mie da creeps. haiyo.

hmmm.. we're leavin e sch 4 tis yr liaos. n e sec 4s r graduating. how much i'll miss sum of em.. lyk xuan, vivian, yong ren, don gor, khairi gor n lotza more manx. dose hu left footprints in my heart.. i'll oways rmb all of ya.. ths 4 dose memories. n i wish all of u da best. stay positive in life oways kkies? n kip in touch 2.. sad nehs.

juz feel lucky dat i don haf a crush in sec4.. if not i oso dunno how i'll feel. lyk most of my classmates r feeling lahs. meiyu,(hahas) mela, ssy n fifi. yj n mie no crush. stef's crush not frm our sch..

hmmm... LDDz, if we haf a chance lata on in life 2 bcum e greatest of frens, i hope by den everyone noes how 2 gif in n tink 4 others. not sae ur nv now lahs.. hehe.. but i rilly cherish n will treasure everyone in 2/5.. (mayb except shahrul?) muz kip in touch wors. oways kkies? hehe.. keke. =D

nTh more 2 sae lerrs. haf 2 wait 4 a cal n go write sum stuffs. nites everyone.. cyaz. taKKaiRe!~

[[____________`.e.S.p.L.a.N.a.D.e._]]

LDDz: fReNz 4eVa!~ (=^o^=)

loSs oF meMoRieS!~

2004-10-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

oKie.. i'm finally back. actualli i'm at melanie's hse lahs. 2 bad my com spoil again lors. wad's wrong wif da internet.. hais..

had a tok wif li yong liaos. gd gd. hmmm.. i found out a lot of tings 2dae. abt sum guys. hahas. lips sealed. secrets mahs.

i wanna apologise 4 causing unhappiness between mi n sy. hmmm.. take note if u're readin it hors. i'm crazy cuz sumtyms i dun even noe wad i'm tinkin. but now onli left 4 days. juz leave a good impression better lahs. aniwae i cfm next yr not same class wif her liaos. i'm goin 2 e last class kkies? lol. aniwae. meanwhile juz feel free 2 confide in mie if u nid anythin. i dun tink we'll stil haf a chance. but we're stil frens lors. =D

aiyo. mua stomach's grumbling. mela's 2.. hais. we nid food!!! her com cant change colour n font sho don ask mie y sho bland. not blamin her lahs. hees. she sho gd liaos. lemme use her com. i lurve ya loads, mela..

hahas. we watchin cartoon. sesame street. lol. exams over, bcum lazy pig. muz go out walk walk. aiyo. aniwae bought a book lers. u'll find out e use soon. but onli left 4 days. sure not enuff de. priority goes 2 2/5 first.

my specs is now frameless.. i tink quite nice. hahas. den i oso brought cam 2 sch dese few days. took sho many shots wif ppl. hehe. peace 2 ccks. lol.

waitin 4 calls can b tiring. but nvm. tml gort guitar. hais. scared lehs. not doin well i guess. hmmm.. gtg soon. cuz dere's nth 2 sae. nth 2 comment abt dat trip 2 cine. except dat my skirt ish not short. n dat e choir boys ish nice. hehe. okies. signing off.

hope dat dere'll b no troubles 4 everyone. hatred is e cause 2 e road of destruction.

=D sMiLeZ!~

peAce pReVaiLs!~ hAhAs..

2004-10-20T08:43:00.000-07:00

hihi. hahas. hmmm.. i've decided 2 live out e remaining sec 2 daes wif 2/5 peacefully. n not hold grudges against anyone liaoz. no hatin. hope sho. no prejudices. aiya. n so on n so forth. lol.

now hu's dat //xiandanchaore? crazy lors. (refer 2 my tagboard) ish dat a joke? hope sho. aiya. stop wastin space on my tagboard. juz confess ur identity. i wont meet u aniwae. hu noes wad'll happen? n ur identity is stil unknown.. lame.

hmmm.. tis mornin did e registration 4 e sec 2s hobbies dae. cuz ray bringin us out on 27th mahs. sho 2/5 onli haf one hobby dae. den we help mr kong register e rest of da sec 2s. well.. i was in charge of 27th. n cookin was e one dat had full registration. no bad an achievement huhs? all girls love cookin. don dey? hahas. dey wan 2 b great mothers in future. majority came frm 2/9 n 2/10. hahas. go jio dose gers kkies, guys? hehe.. =D

aiyo. class shirt cum liaoz. lol. e design was not enlarged. so L size oso e design sho small.. pathetic. out shirts were oversized. but actualli veri nice. sumore can draw on it. hahas. we spent our free tym 2 draw our shirts n vandalise it. (but heys, it's not public property) iman asked 4 everyone's signatures. others drew their name on e shirt. credit goes 2 fitrina. ^-^

i hereby conclude dat copycats r out of my world. dose hu boast 2.. dose hu tink dat dey r juz tokin abt their normal life wen in fact it juz pisses ppl off.

hahas. LDDz had more fotos taken 2dae wif ying jie's cam.. nice lehs. den 2dae e guys go style other guys hair up.. dose whose hairstyle damn toot n nv use gel or hair cream de. den we took fotos. well. hong wei was mango-ed. hahas. i muz sae dat he n zi hao r both veri strong. nid many guys 2 hold em down. lol.

so 2dae we gort back our sci, hist, eng, chi n lit paper. nizam was upset. didn't do well mahs. i hate insultive remarks. i'm goin straight 2 class D.. bYe eVeRyoNe! hahas. congratulate me!!

aiyo. so everyone out dere, if u did badly, cheer up kkies? as long as u did ur best, u shud b happi le. wad's done cannot b undone. i haf accepted my bad results 4 tis is wad i deserve. don cry n tink 2 much. bad 4 health. aiyo. i oso wan bring camera 2 sch n take fotos wif all my frens. hahas. stingray ish jealous.

hmmm.. nth more 2 sae le. so i guess i'll cyaz aroun yahs? takkaire! (=^o^=)

[[.e.S.p.L.a.N.a.D.e._____``]]

.z.H.o.N.g. r.U.a.N. r.A.w.K.x.! yays!~

pS: i hope 2 haf a good tok wif li yong. hahas. =x

^Big biG wOrLd^

piNg poNg baLL.. LoL!~

2004-10-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

so long nv blog liaoz. hahas. hmmm.. tml we'll b gettin our exam results back. congratulate mi if i get into de last class kies? tag my board 2 lemme noe. hahas.

maskin. i tink i'm not goin 2 do dat. i rather haf no frens dan go mask up myself n b as fake as michael jackson. argh!~ hais. my mind ish full of uncertainties.

lol. 2dae afternoon mi n meiyu n ying jie were sittin at e void deck waiting 4 mela n ssy. den dunno y we started 2 play ping pong ball. hahas. sho funni. half e tym we were luffin away. e ball kept flying. lol. meiyu lors. not serious de. kip on luff luff.. in e end i kenna influence. -.- dat tym e sec 4s were juz dismissed n crowds of ppl saw us luffin lyk crazi. wah, play wif meiyu is no good. infectious luffter. aiyo. make mi throw my face n shi li in front of sho many ppl. hehe.. i noe i bhb. =x poor jinda. had 2 help us pick pur balls if it bounced over 2 his side. lol. sho funni. we were usin green ping pong balls.

i tink i'm tinkin 2 much n being 2 sensitive 2 other's needs. lol.. 4get abt dat angelic person. nth is fixed. everythin can change in every min. minds will b tinkin, changin their perspective.. etc. all abt changes. aiyo. den 2dae sec 2 gort dunno wad forum. all sorts of rubbish abt self-motivation, self-discpline, etc etc. wad's e use of a cert wif no skills n no good personality? (related 2 character buildin) -.- aiyo. wdheck.

fifi n stef absent 2dae. hahas. y? don tel lehs. lol. shud i put ccks idol as one of my choices n b e audience? n wad else shud i choose? i wan bowling. dat stingray left us wif onli one hobby dae. n we haf 2 do e registration stuff 4 e rest of e sec 2 lvl. hahas. of cuz gort benefits lahs. obvious rites? oops.. hehe. =x

hmmm.. sum ppl mood swing cuz of sum other ppl. sum ppl oso show attitude bcuz of sum other ppl. wad a cycle. hahas. mum brought mi a new skirt. yays! i can wear it tis fri. hehe. n wad's e big deal abt being rich? i wan 2 plan plan plan!

2dae ying jie brought her digi cam 2 sch. i took sho many shots wif ppl. classmates, teachers n lay jun, my senior cum fren. she's sho switz. met her after sch. cuz i needed 2 borrow e guitar frm her.. hehe. mine wad sent 4 tuning. lol. i was late 4 lesson 2dae. lucki nth happen. lay jun's younger brother veri cute lehs. lol. stingray bias.

i'm stil not sure how i shud carry on being a human. i mean, wif wad type of attitude, wad type of thoughts n wad type of personality. hais.

cookie monster.. hahas. actualli i miss u lahs. i juz angri onli mahs. lol. hu ask u sho long nv tok 2 mi liaoz. c mi lyk nv c. i wanna take chopper go aft u. u watch out. lol. jkjk. hahas.

mdm ling oso noes a ting or two abt digi cams. lol. she was teachin ying jie tis n dat. n we were bickering. lol. sho many types of techniques. keke. hahas. i miss e tv. -.-

okie lahs. gtg liaoz. tml haf 2 wake up damn early. hais. nites. =P =D

[[__________eSpLaNaDe!!``]]

[[.FaY._____`]] n [[.kWaN._____`]]

`lUrVe kNoWs nO boUndaRieS`

maRkiN dAe...

2004-10-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

2dae no sch.. good or bad? hahas. woke up 9 plus 4 dunno wad. lol. den went back 2 slp at 11.. woke up at 4. heys. i went 2 slp at 1.30 4 3 nites. imagine dat? a lil more slp doesn't hurt.. sho basically nth much happen lahs. added 4 testy 4 huiyu.. i v.good lehs. hahas. no sense of achievement thou. wadeva. hahs. i'm goin do badly sho don b surprised if i get into e last class wif no a math. yays! i shud cheer. gettin crazy. ytd went 2 cineleisure 2 watch oujia board wif ying jie, mela n shang ying. i shudn't haf went. mood swings were workin ytd. showin attitude again. okie, i haf an attitude. i shall declare dat 2 ppl. mayb i shud juz kip quiet 4eva. isn't dat great? n show no emotions. y do ppl not ans my fone cal? i juz wanted 2 ask sumting. harmless. nvm.

s'pore idol. jerry ong, the constipated singer. he gort kicked out. i knew he expected it 2 happen. but now i feel sad 4 him after hearin wad he had 2 sae. he earned s'pore's viewers critism n sarcastic comments. he was not a hot favourite after all. but i rilly felt sad 4 him wen i heard him sae dat his parents may not take e critism well. parents get e hurt. poor jerry. s'pore, stop it. he has been kicked out. so criticising him. he's pathetic enuf. haiz. but he's goin strong. i admire his spirit. hahas. next out shall b christopher. guess wad? i'm not supportin slyvester. hahs. n i shall stick 2 it. now i tink taufik rawkx. lol. do u tink he'll back out if leandra gets kicked out? e power of lurve.. hahas.

hmmm.. wad do u all tink abt copycats? n jealousy.. hahas. i m not conscious of wad anyone tinks. lol. xcept 4 certain ppl lahs. lyk? lips sealed. i'm lucki dat i do not haf love in my life. at least i won b upset abt anythin. lol. LDDz sae i'm exotic. i agree.. hahas. i wan 2 diff frm others. but i dowan 2 b dose dat shine out. i nid no attention. okie, i'm not bein bhb. i mean, i rilly wan 2 kip myself 2 a corner. n kip everythin in my heart. i dunno how 2 smile sumtyms.

geog. i'm gonna flunk. hahas. miss zee ish a great teacher. she rawkx. lol.

i noe an angelic person ish sumone whom everyone loves n wan 2 b wif. i shall not b among em. wad's e deal abt being angelic? n bein popular. okie. wadeva. if ur tink i'm jealous, sho b it. i hate copycats. our class shirt is cumin soon. hahas. i'm waitin.

i wan 2 pull a mask over my face. i rilly wan 2. i dowan 2 b e real mi. dere r no benefits bein urself. perhaps i'm e stupid one. hu din knew dat rite frm e start everyone has been hidin bhind a mask. i nv thot of touchin anyone's heart lahs. but hidin bhind a mask shows dat e person is runnin away frm reality. or does dat depend on wad type of mask he/she ish wearin? i shall nv break down. dere rilly ish sumting missin frm my life. n i stil dunno wad's dat. i nid inspirations.

i wan 2 leave ccks n s'pore. but not 2 malaysia lahs. at least bring mi 2 australia. lol. bleahx. =x wad's de use of being nice? haiz. 2 sum ppl. kkies? hahas. ytd 2 of my frens were troubled by love. one broke up. one was confused. i wonder wad happened in e end 2 e confused one. hahas. he din tel mi. don b sad kies? e broke up one. hahas. cannot sae their identity. lol. dey're not even readin. de meanin in life 4 mi ish not sch. neither frens. i shall find sumting else.

tml dere's sch. dere ish co. yays! finally lehs. i missed it so. i wanna hug my zR.. n play my fave song. haiz. i wanna watch n c an endin. hahas. alien language. i shall haf no comments.

signin off. nites 2 everyone. b happi oways. don b lyk mi. mayb showin an attitude shud change 2 b my forte.

don b lyk .FaY. n .kWan. either. =(

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[[i wanna go 2 e esplanade]] [_____`muSiC]]

neW bLogsKiN!~

2004-10-13T03:59:00.000-07:00

hihi everyone.. hahas.. did ur notice my new blogskin? keke... lol.. nice yahx? n my fave song!!!! yipee.. whee~ ^Big biG wOrLd^ gif comments n tag my board kkies? hehe.. wah.. sho long nv cum blog. cuz of da stupid streamin exams lors. no slp, no play. sianz. study lyk siao. budden gonna fail math, which means i'll not get into e first class or mayb even worst, get into e class wif no amaths. sobx. haiz.. exams sux!

wdh.. i'm sho hungri manx. haiz. aniwae, after tml i'm gonna crazy.. lol.. burn my books? hahas. rawkx all da shoppin centre? tml mi n my classmates r goin 2 jP.. hahas. one dae ish not enuf 4 mi 2 rawkx all da shoppin centres in s'pore lahs. i wanna go harbour front!! harbour front! harbour front! lol. let's go sentosa? hahas. i wanna find an exotic island to live in. wad crazy ideas. i wanna take lotss n lotss of neoprint wif all mua frens islandwide.. hahas. kies lahz, not islandwide.. juz school wide.. lol. vivian promised me lerrs. yong ren's gonna cum along 2.. hahas. hu else? i muz write out a list yahs? den tink of how i'm gonna get e money.. rob e bank? keke.. nahs, juz jokin. how can it ever cum true? hehe.. i juz wished i was richer.. lol. how bout a hundred bucks a day? wad a dream.

i'm wonderin if tricia and andy has cum back frm new zealand. wah.. dey muz b hafin a fun tym manx. i'm shoo jealous. i oways wanna tour e world. how lucky. mayb i shud get married now 2 a rich man yahx? mum says i can b married off.. bleahx.. =x btw, kangsheng has oso changed his blogskin--> me to you. cute but i tink it's somehow not suited 4 him.. mine ish cuter ritez? pigs rawkx.. hehe..

wad now? hope dat cckss idols will b veri interestin.. post-exams activities.. i chose badminton, bowling, cckss idol n hip hop, jazz dance.. mr chua says he's bringin us out of e sch. but again it's related 2 studyin. i rather we go out 4 fun.

yays! class shirt cumin next week.. hahas. finally get 2 wear it. sho excited. everyone can wear e same shirt n go out 2gether.. wad a sight.. lol..

frm next week onwards, i hope 2 start my holiday plans. i'm goin 2 do volunteer work. hu's cumin wif me? hahas. i'm goin 2 ask my father 2 help mi wif e arrangements. n find sumplace which teaches dance. bleahx =x wonder wad'll happen.. lol.

can e o levels get over soon? haiz. i wanna go out wif xuan. exams rilly sux. sianz. study lyk hell.. haiz.. shud i go out to work? i wanna shop lyk dere's no tml. wahahahaha..

sumtyms i rilly feel dat sum ppl rilly sux. how can dey do tis? n abandon e others wif em too.. e alien tok is cumin back. y cant sum ppl b more understandin? don sacrifice any ppl mahz. haiz. no hatred 4 e tym being bahx..

i wan a new pair of specs. n i wanna go kbox n sing. lyk wad my frens all said, sing until all da windows break.. hahas. i'm juz simply washin my 'dirty linen' in public.. hahas. c how honest i m 2 everyone. shud i b commended? keke.. mayb dat's my personality bahz. straightforwardness. it hurts sumtyms but i'll rather face reality.

okie.. haf 2 stop soon. looks lyk i'm gonna fail my geography tml-not.. hahas.. mayb lahx horx? n wif e suckin cme.

gd luck 4 e last papers everyone. cyaz.

__________`kiP oN rAwKiN yeaH? keke..

.FaY. n .kWan. =D

eXaMs sTaRt liAoZ!~

2004-10-08T09:34:00.000-07:00

haiz.. sianz.. 2dae exam start liaoz lorx.. history n eng paper 1.. i 4gort how 2 ans sum qns. die.. will cause mi marks de lehx.. no nid get a1 liaoz.. no nid go first class liaoz.. sobx.. haiz.. wed nite i attended the weddin dinner of my aunt.. my dad's cousin.. (correct?) hahas.. wadeva.. it's tricia and andy.. hahas.. perfect pair.. wish em e blissful an everlastin marriage lors.. den muz zao sheng gui zi.. lol.. one is a beau. gal.. e other one handsum.. aiyoz.. wad more can u ask? dey're sho lovin yahx? hahas.. n e emcees played games wif em.. gosh.. shud i sae interestin? bleahx.. had shots taken.. wonder if i looked nice in em.. hahas.. lol. i seemed 2 feel veri sad dat dae.. wonder y? perhaps sumting is missin frm my life.. sumting dat i dunno..

bleahx.. =x

dey're goin 2 new zealand.. lucky dey.. n i gave em a pair of chopsticks.. meanin? i oso dunno.. means dat dey'll oways b a pair lors.. hmmm.. i feel dat i m being ignored..

lol.. my distant relative.. he's such a sissy man.. sittin oppo. mi in e same table.. a mummy's boi.. poor yu zhi.. has 2 tahan him.. she saes he's not straight.. lol.. how much i wanted 2 luff..no wonder he din notice mi but my brothers.. was i not attractive enuff? lol.. bleahx.. juz jokin yahs.. don take it 2 heart.. mi bhb lors.. heez.. my dad was glued 2 yu zhi.. gosh.. even my bro oso sae he act act de.. lol.. 4get abt it.. i noe him 2 well.. he's juz bein a cassanova aren't he? let him b.. nth will happen eventually.. man's pride.. is dat wad all man wans onli? -.-

guys.. men? bleahx.. =x

hahas.. back 2 thurs.. rat race life.. everthin is zoomin n whizzing past.. no one bothers 2 stop at e traffic junction n care abt e green light's feelings.. dey juz continue movin.. on.. on.. rubbish.. craps alot.. she sux.. y? dunno.. i believe her attitude is cumin back.. had 2 study 4 history.. i was practically fallin asleep at ten plus even after a nap of 3 n a 1/2 hours.. read nth.. woke up at six.. quickly studied..

+ 2dae +
i feel cheated. betrayed. i'm angri.. was angri. i was e last 2 noe sumting. not dat how much it matters how mani ppl dunno after i had known. i was not e last. but i was almoz last 2 noe in our grp. it didn't feel good.. it did mattered.. he din bothered 2 tel mi anythin. i cant b angri at him rite? haiz.. i m his best fren.. ain't i not? yet i had 2 noe thru other ppl.. perhaps he din wan mi 2 worri? m i lyin 2 myself? i was sho angered i walked all de way 2 e bus stop. den waited wad seemed lyk eternity 2 mi.. wen dey reached e bus stop dey din even notice mie.. i was sittin dere lyk a fool.. imagine how i felt.. 2 b ignored. 2 b 'cheated'. dots. but i gort over it durin lunch. emotions + mood swing not stable.. sianz. recently.. an anoymous person had sent one of our classmates tellin her how much she sux.. how much dat person hated her.. i silently agreed in my heart.. i wasn't supposed 2 feel dat way.. but i did.. yet sumhow , i do agree. sum ppl juz get e chances lorx. it's not dat other ppl don haf lorx. or dowan. it's de chance dat goes 2 ppl.. i juz haf e feelin she purposely kept it frm mi.. at least ying jie agreed wif mie.. we hated sum ppl.. n we were discussin it. lookin 4 reasons n ans 2 sum qns.. saw bird face at long john. n mascara gal. both of em sux lahz. 4get abt it. spoils my mood. finally found twentyfoureight. read it. s'pore idol. now i tink jerry sux. wad's wif e constipated voice? n kicked david out. i'm sho upset. y wasn't it christopher? juz hope maia doesn't disappoint mi. i'm supportin her all da way. haiz. dat's all 4 2dae.

i guess dere will nv b an endin. no more .FaY. no more .kWan. =(

sHo loNg nV bLog liAoz..

2004-10-03T01:46:00.000-07:00

hiYa, mi sho long nv blog liaoz.. keke.. so gonna type longer.. firstly, good news! haha.. i'm free..!! yays! onLi certain ppl will understand de.. n i finally found out 'it's' identity.. but shhh.. lips sealed.. promised e leaves le.. huhs? haha.. i noe i tokin alien language.. haha.. fri.. had cO lorx.. announced dat i was goin 2 get married.. cum on lorx.. how dumb can sum ppl b? it's not real lahx.. of cuz ritees? haha.. -.- mariage bcum auction? haha.. ppl spreadin i lyk weida? pluease.. it's nv goin 2 b true.. kevin.. u betta shut ur mouth up.. LieWx.. wad 2 do? haha.. went home wif wei hsin 2gether.. (my zHoNg rUaN junior) haha.. we chatted 4 around one hour yahx.. tokin abt stuffs.. ahahas.. secret worx.. she wans 2 do volunteer work 2.. heez.. on e way home, saw nuriani.. chatted wif her 4 abt half an hour.. woosh!~ oso tok a lot of crapps.. keke.. abt ppl lorx.. n of cuz.. prom night.. $45 lehx.. concord hotel.. haha.. but onli 4 graduates n ex-ccksians.. so don haf our share.. haha.. we haf 2 wait another 2 yrs.. wHee.. s'pore idol results.. i noe alot of ppl hate jerry.. esp. fitrina.. but i don rilly hate him.. i tink his voice is special.. but he is on e verge of e cliff de lahx.. next round in doesn't mean dat he wont b out e next round.. haha.. but honestly didn't expect jeassea 2 get kicked out.. i don lyk leandra.. her hair sux.. beverly sux 2.. but obviously she will b kicked out.. no more crocodile tears.. no one's gonna sympathise her anymore.. haha.. so.. mAiA raWkx!~ hehe.. she's sho cute.. n daVid.. sho cooL.. sho cute.. my gosh! lol.. hmmm.. slyvester raWkx 2.. he's shootin 2 fame.. keke.. s'pore raWkx.. deN ytd.. gtg back 2 sch 4 lessons.. 8 to 11.. hist, eng n sci.. sianz.. lol.. but had long john's 4 lunch.. totally missed it.. whoosh.. haha.. den afternoon go watch white chicks wif shang ying, hong jie n lala.. bought popcorns n nachos.. met zhi hui, zhang mo n siew ling.. n oso a couple of guys frm sec 2e whom i dunno... haha.. it was hilarious.. 'ur mum is sho old dat her breast milk turned into milk powder..' dat was.. wahahahahaha.. lol.. den e 2 FBIs dressed emselves as women.. tiffany n britney.. n gosh.. how funni.. i was luffin away lyk crazy.. haha.. after dat i went home.. den at nite.. went 4 dinner.. sumwhere near s'pore river.. haha.. ytd was s'pore transport association 67th anniversary.. my dad was invited.. so.. we went lorx.. n sho sian. all e ppl performin was lyk.. old.. n sang songs dat we didn't understand? haha.. e last singer was worse.. omg.. he's a guy.. but dressed s a woman.. wore a silver dress n bra.. my younger brothers went near e stage n saw dat he has an adam's apple.. 'her' legs weren't smooth n 'her' breasts were balls.. which means fake lahx.. obviously 'she' didn't sound lyk a woman.. den after e dinner ended.. mi n my youngest bro ran after dat 'woman' 2 catch a glimpse of her.. but.. we failed.. 'she' went off in a lemondade van.. haha.. so disgustin.. throughout e dinner i was readin clay marble so as to not waste my tym rotting away.. n of cuz sms-ing fitrina.. haha.. she was lyk "y everybodi oso go out 4 dinner de? my mum's not even back yet.." aiyoz.. i guess she was starvin n longed 2 get out of her house bahz.. so she had 2 study 4 tml's exam.. -.-.. i guess sum ppl r 2 confident dat dey dowanna study.. tink wad? highest marks doesn't mean anythin.. i hate *****.. heck lahz.. his marks wad.. gort nothin 2 do wif mi.. hmmm.. noe wad? huiyu doesn't wan 2 learn ****** dance.. instead she wans 2 learn ***-***.. sianz.. i'll haf 2 c wad e situation den will b.... aiyoz.. tis mornin i muz haf been crazy.. wakin up at ten? n fitrina disturbed mi.. haiz.. but nvm.. she was faxing mi e designs 4 our class shirt.. haha.. sho cute lehx.. i lyk e laz one moz.. colours haven decide.. but guess wont b usin black.. haha.. hope dat tml's exam will go well.. n i miz shoppin.. haiz.. i guess FaY n kWan wont haf a nice ending.. it's still left hangin.. until *diF V* gets filmed.. haiz.. dat's all 4 2dae bahx.. help mi tag kKieS?! heeZ.. tHx.. =D (*^_^*) (=^o^=) wish everyone good luck 4 tml's chinese exam.. keke.. taKKaiRe.. *mUaCkZ*

.F.a.Y. n .k.W.a.n. 4eVa~

_The_AxiS_ "beHiNd e uNkNoWn iLLuSioNs..." =LoSt vOiCeS=

aiYo!~ aSsY hoLe..

2004-09-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

hMmM.. yTd diDn'T bLog.. yTd mid-autumn festival lehx.. i lazy 2 change my font lahz.. big cap small caps.. sianz.. hahax.. okie.. ytd mi n kai yi n her 3 frenz.. zi han, yellow-tailed bear n 'huang weiting' go play candles.. lol.. n sparkles.. sho fun sia.. but kai yi ps mi lehx.. lucky gort cookie monster n yong rong chat wif mi on hp.. if nt bored 2 death.. lol.. kai yi veri lame lorx.. tok lame jokes.. lol.. wad how 2 bomb an indian man? ans: juz press de red button.. (on his head.. get it?) keke.. sho lame yahx? lol.. zi han another guy bounded by luv.. haiz.. love sux.. but he saved my life.. y n how? cuz i almoz gort burned by candles.. i gort scared off by little gers playin wif sparkles.. wah heng.. lucky nv burn mi.. lol.. =X lol.. keke.. nw i not angri wif cookie monster liaoz.. lol.. bleahx.. wad happened 2dae? lemme recall? tis mornin everyone lyk ps mi lyk dat.. engaged in their own conversation.. sobx.. lol.. den ashraff so swit.. help mi carry bag up 4 floors lehx.. wad a gd brother... liewx.. durin math jovan dunno sae wad 'rui ping pregnant wif whose child'.. siao de lorx.. crapps... hmmm.. durin eng. denise n alvina cum 2 borrow math textbook.. den miss zee sort of lyk 'confront' her.. ask her tuck in shirt dose type of stuff.. i noe she was conscious dat my class was starin at her.. but 4 mi.. i rilly wan 2 resolve all conflicts.. hope she won hate us sho much.. den after sch mi n jovan go look 4 mr loy.. made him explain sum chinese words 2 mi.. 2 play safe lahz.. lol.. den haf 2 go 2 1/7.. lucky you yi not around.. but alvin made fun of mi.. -.- angri nehs.. i li siao you yi oni mahz.. tok sho much crapps.. diaoz.. mi n jovan den went home by lrt.. lol.. we chattin chattin.. den he gif mi one macdonald free meal.. earned by ez link card e point.. tootpid.. haha.. i tink now all my hatred is gone.. (read e previous blog) dat's good yahx? but 2dae sumone show attitude.. i du lan cuz she lyk nv tell us anythin.. no reason wadsoever.. n she's lyk blamin everyone.. wdh? i noe nuttin.. juz speak up lahz.. we can resolve it by tokin nicely de lorx.. yet she choose 2 kip quiet.. sianz.. i oso bo wei gong.. wad 2 do? hecks!~ agree? =D keke.. tis afternoon i had math tuition class... fell asleep.. 2 tired.. n i recieved news dat dat suckin fat asshole stingray ray chua go n confiscate all e sci wkbks n txtbks under e table.. LieWx.. aiYo.. i'm juz a step closer 2 findin out e identity.. y? y laz min dat person sae dunno? sianz.. aiya.. nvm lorx.. heng ar.. 2dae nv c sec 4.. gtg le.. buaiz.. =D (=^o^=) niTeZ!~

iT iNfuRiaTeS mi...

2004-09-27T03:59:00.000-07:00

haiZ.. nOw i'M pLaYin a gaMe caLLed haRuM sCarUm.. fRm cArtOoN neTwoRk.. i nOe v. laMe.. bUt iT's sHo fUn.. LoL.. hAhA.. bLue rAwKx!~ bUt sUm pPL riLLy deStRoY mY faVe coLoUr.. aNgRi deN aNgRi loRx.. i bO wei goNg de.. cUz i sTaTed cLearLy aT mY seCoNd bLoG daT aLL i haF wRitteN heRe iSh 4 eVerYoNe.. i haF de fReedOm oF waD i waN 2 sAe.. u waN 2 geT offeNdeD iT's uR pRob.. siAnZ.. (tHeSe woRds r 4 a paRtiCuLaR peRsoN..) i dUnnO y.. bUt i sEeM 2 geT aNgRi aT heR eVeRy liTtLe tiNg.. nOt aLL.. bUt paRticuLarLy reLaTed 2 sUm pPL.. i oSo veRi siAnZ.. i tiNk sHe riLLy veRi bU dA zi zHaO.. meLa.. dOn bReatHe a woRd hoRx.. iF u nOe hU.. dUn dRoP aNy hiNtS 2 aNyoNe.. LoL.. aNw.. tML's YoNg RoNg's bDae.. goRt a bOoK feR hiM.. (nOt feR reAdiN.. reLaC.. keKe..) hAhAx.. i nOt sHo tOoT laHx.. bUy hiM a bOoK 4 reAdiN meHx? LoL.. hoPe YoNg RoNg geTs a niCe suRpRiSe.. hMmM.. sUm pPL hoRx.. deY maKe tiNgs sHo oBvioUs de loRx.. -.- y sHo tOoT? LoL.. LaLaLa.. hOneStLy.. sUm pPL dUnnO izziT nTh 2 dO.. sAe otHeRs de baD woRd.. iSh deY sAe uS fiRsT deN we sAe baCk de.. sHo.. deY deSeRvE iT.. LieWx.. sUm seC 4s oSo veRi cHiLdiSh loRx.. =x goSh.. aNiwAe, i'Ve pLanneD mY hoLidaY le... hAhAx.. mY daD aGreeD 2 leT mi gO leArN ****** daNce.. dOn teL uR.. laTa pPL luFf.. deN i oSo goiN 2 dO voLuntaRy woRk.. beLieVe iT? keKe.. i'LL c hoW iT gOeS.. laStLy.. hMmM.. tiS oNe iSh onLi mi n xUaN niNg nOe onLi de.. bUt sTiL noT goiN 2 reVeaL iT 2 aNyoNe.. hAhAx.. ^_^ hMmM.. wYe hUoNg iSh qUiTe a niCe gUy.. he sAiD sHo maNy tYms tHaNk 4 bCuZ oF waD i taGGed 4 hiM.. (gO c 4 uRseLf) LoL.. hAhA.. nOw i goiN 2 sTuDy veRi haRd 4 mY e-o-y liAoZ.. iF noT mY fUtuRe wiLL b bLeAk.. LoL.. nO tV, nO uSiN oF cOm.. sHo dUn eXpeCt mi 2 uPdaTe 4 a veRi loNg tYm.. hAhA.. wiSh mi gOoD luCk baHx!~ keke.. (*^_^*) aNiwAe.. heRe's wiShiN eVerYoNe gD luCk iN waDeVa eXaMs.. >_* `hoPe tiNgS geT beTTa` -Big biG wOrLd- .r.u.i.p.i.n.g. ~FaY n kWaN 4eVa~ ^mY wOrLd oF LuV^ *diF iV r0x!* (=^o^=)

lalala.. aNoTheR dAe!~

2004-09-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

heYx.. 2dAe iSh sAtUrdaY.. wHicH meAnS 2dAe goRt cO.. bUt 2dAe sTaRt aT 10.30 cUz 4/8 goRt pRaCtiCaL.. hAhA.. doTx.. deN sTraiGhT aWaY goRt cOmbiNed pRaCtiCe.. waH.. sHiOk.. bUt 2dAe hUi jUaN sAt neXt 2 mie... n oMg.. -.- i dUn wAnnA liVe liAoZ.. LoL.. bAd mOod aFteR 4 o'cLoCk.. y?! cUz.. i oSo dUnnO.. siAnZ.. y dO i geT piSseD oFF jUz bY seeiNg heR? LieWx.. diAoZ.. aNw.. 2dAe didN'T go ceLebRaTe miD-aUtuMn.. dOn feeL LyK seeiNg suMoNe i gUesS.. heR faCe jUz sUx.. i miSs LaLa tHoU.. aNw.. 2dAe wiTneSs tO a pRoSeCuTiOn laZ ePisoDe.. wOw.. iT sTiL rAwkX eVeN thOu i'M waTcHin iT 4 e seCoNd tYm.. LoL.. 2dAe hAd 2 leAve sCh bY oNe.. bUt didN't fiNisH e pRactiCiNg e wHoLe soNg.. weLL.. nO cHoiCe laHz.. i miZ dAt soNg.. hAiZ.. iT siMpLy rAwKx! LoL.. zHoNg rUaN rAwKx!~ keKe.. heeZ... aFteR cO me, meLa, lAo viN n qiU liaNg gO maKaN aT LoT oNe.. i wAnteD 2 eAt loNg joHn dE.. bUt weNt 2 eAt fOod cOuRt iNsTeAd.. i miZ loNg joHn leHx.. =x LoL.. =D haHa.. deN gO pLaY bAdmiNtoN.. haha.. i nV pLaY laHx.. deY wOn leMMe.. =x keke.. hAhA.. bUt dRaNk mY faVe.. peeL fReSh appLe jUiCe.. lAo viN tReAt de.. he sHo gD neHs.. LoL.. bLeAhx.. (nO oTheR meAniNg woRx) hAhA.. hMmM.. i tiNk sTreeTwiSe rAwKx!~ cHanneL U 9 pm.. LoL.. sHo fUnni neHs.. hAhA.. deN hoRx.. 2dAe dUnnO wHiCh iDioT gO lala's bLog tAg.. saYiN rUi PiNg sUx 2 e coRe!!! dUnnO wHicH idiOt laHz.. lUcKy hUiyU heLp mi sCoLd dAt peRsoN 2.. sHe rAwKx!~ keke.. <> =D ^-^ n sHe goRt heLp mie wiF mY bLog de.. tHx woRx.. (*^_^*) hMmM.. i gUeSs dAt's aLL feR 2dAe.. y nO oNe reSpoNd 2 mY qN yeT?! =x.. hAhA.. niTez.. (=^o^=) ^_*

haiZ.. loVe oR reSpoNsiBiLiTy?!~

2004-09-24T09:06:00.000-07:00

ToDaY iSh fRidaY.. mY pUrPoSe oF cReaTiNg tiS bLoG is 2 leT pPL nOe waD i M tiNkiN.. sO nO oFFeNcE 2 aNyoNe hU reaDs iT.. haF 2 sAe tiS b4 i wRiTe aNytHin.. LoL.. hMmM.. 2dae deRe waS cO pRaCtiCe.. 2dae e iNstRucToR goRt seSsiOn wiF yaNg qiN n zHoNg rUaN.. waH.. i tiO sTuNneD.. luCkiLy eVeryThiN weNt sMooThLy.. i gUeSs 4 e sYf i'M aLL reAdy wiF e noTes Le.. heNg loRx.. nOw is tRaiN jUniOrS liaOz.. hahaX.. fiRsTLy, leT's tOk aBt waD haPpeNed yTd.. haD a fOne tOk wiF viviAn( fRm 4/8).. we weRe toKiN aBt coOkie moNsteR.. (iDeNtiTy noT reVeaLeD 2 pRoteCt e peRsoN's riGhTs) weLL.. aCtUaLLi i haD pRoMiseD hiM daT i'LL nV geT aNgRi aT hiM 4 waDsOeVeR reAsoNs.. bUt hE's jUz sO.. irriTabLe.. weLL.. siAnZ.. hiS woRds.. haiZ.. y R gUys lyK daT? viViaN unDeRsTaNdS.. n mY deAr goD-bRo, kHaiRi.. wOw.. he'S sHo sWiTz.. nOe wAd? he tHot mY bDae wAs oN 25th seP.. deN he reaLiSed he oVeRloOkeD iT.. bUt neVeRtheLesS he sTiL gaVe mi a wiNnie dA pOoH.. shO niCe oF hiM.. tHaNk yoU kHaiRi.. daT pOoH waS riLLy cUte.. baCk 2 tOdaY.. fReNzsHiP pRoBz.. iT's sHo diFF 2 tRuSt sUmoNe fRm mY cLaSs.. dUnNo y.. oNLi LeOtiNa nOeS.. i jUz geT piSseD oFF.. i sO bU shUaNg.. i dUn haTe heR.. jUz dOn LyK e waY sHe dOes tiNgs n sPeaKs.. sO waD.. tML i nOt gOin liMbaNg.. maYb sUm pPL miTe b haPpieR.. I gUeSs tHe pUrpOse oF cReaTiNg La DiNg DoNgZ wiLL nV b aChieVed.. iNNeR cOnfLiCts.. dUnnO waD sUm pPL r tiNkiN.. weLL.. i dUnnO waD 2 sAe, n goRt nUttiN 2 sAe i gUeSs.. haha.. haD a cHaT wiF miSs feLiciA teO onLiNe.. sHe'LL b bAcK dUriN heR sUmmeR hoLs.. n shE waNs 2 oRgaNiSe a meEtiN wiF uS.. heheX.. i sAw heR foToS.. aUs. iS sHo niCe.. i loVe e beAcH.. 2dAe, yeT aGaiN.. (i'm noT bLaMin heR) sUmoNe toLd mi aBt ****.. i hOneStLy caNt dO aNytHiN.. u cAnt fOrCe luV dO yA? i raTheR we b fReNz.. iT wiLL nOt haPpeN 4 eTeRniTy.. soRRi 2 huRt ****.. I hoPe u uNdeRsTaNd.. n i'M so gLaD naTaLie n sHeeNa iSh tOkiN 2 me le.. LaZ tYm goRt 2 maNy miSuNdeRsTaNdiNgS.. deY r aCtUalli gReaT 2 b wiF.. (hOneSt) <>!~ n 2dAe weN i weNt hOme, sAw Kai Yi oN e LrT.. haha.. sHo fuNNi.. we maDe fUn oF kaN zHu RoNg.. pRi sCh gRudGe.. a leOpaRd nV cHanGes iTs sPoTs.. deN mi n Kai Yi gO fajaR bUy heR diNNeR.. maC leHx.. hOw muCh i miSs maC? ^-^ LoL.. Kai Yi iSh sTiL s lOveLy s b4.. keke.. mUz jiO heR oUt gO taKe neOpRiNt.. haha.. LuV n reSpOnsiBiLiTy.. pPL oUt deRe.. leMMe nOe uR cHoiCe beTweeN theSe 2 cHoiCes.. iF uR gF oF 3 yRs sUddenLy caMe baCk aFteR haViN weNt miSsiN 4 nO reAsOn.. n iN daT peRiOd oF 3 yRs u haF a neW gF wHoM u oSo loVe.. n u foUnd oUt daT uR gF hU weNt miSsiN 4 3 yRs haS aCtuaLLi saCrifiCied sO muCh 4 yA.. hU wuD u cHoOse?! LoVe oR reSpoNsibiLiTy...??!! pS: u sHaLL deCide hOw e guY feeLs aBt hiS eX.. wHetHeR iSh loVe, oR juZ bCuZ sHe haS dOne sHo mUcH 4 yA.. n u caNt leaVe heR iN e luRch.. daT's reSpoNsiBiLiTy.. loVe iSh uR cuRReNt gF.. (*^_^*) daT's aLL 4 2dAe.. NiTeZ eVerYoNe!~ (=^o^=)

fiRsT bLog...

2004-09-22T03:08:00.000-07:00

hi!~ haha.. tiS iS my fiRst tYm poStiN a bLog.. wiLL b baCk 4 moRe uPdaTes.. kekeX.. *wiNkZ* (=^o^=)